January 19, 2012 by hemelwandelaar
In 2005 we heard from our old landlord that maybe the whole district would be demolished but our houses would not be affected. When biking to my acupuncture doctor this morning I saw a lot of earthworms crawling across the bicycle path. Earthworms are animals belonging to the signs of transformation.
Earthworm: Examining the Past
When Earthworm appears, it is time to work over all we have been experiencing, a time to examine and digest what has occurred in our life. Then we can cast off what is not beneficial or necessary – clean house emotionally. This allows new growth. Earthworm also reminds us that no matter how small our efforts seem, we are reshaping the earth around us. Earthworm also cautions about putting ourselves into a vulnerable position. We need to be careful when before throwing ourselves wholeheartedly into something new. Do not react hastily. Work over the old before starting anything new. Earthworm reminds us that no matter how difficult things might have been, new growth and new hope awaits us.
This evening we had a small renters meeting at our landlord we were invited too.
We heard from the new landlord that our houses too are part of the demolishing plans and that we are supposed to move. People are devastated. Not me. I expected something like this last year.
As I know - new movement in our lives will be after the summer this year and that is precisely what is going to happen. Someone will come to each and every renter to inform about the personal wishes for the new home. We also get some money for the movement and furnishing our new harbor.
But the people who never look at forecasts or listen to their intuition or work internally now stood there, feeling like being demolished also. People who live here for a very long time, people who came after the big fire we had in Hoofddorp 3 years ago thought to be happy here for the rest of their life and so on… there will be a lot of talking necessary. I will take place in the residents committee.
I live in this house for 17 years now and in this 17 years I worked my ass off on inner work and with every step I took something broken appeared in the house. I builded my practice in the attic, isolated the roof and so on. In december I finally got isolation glass in all windows and I am still waiting for the promised new back door – to me the mirror that the past finally is closed for good. When I asked this morning if the door still is available because of what I heard during the meeting, the employee even did not know that this houses will be demolished. Speaking about communication lines….
My only concern about moving was that someone else might rent the tent – my lovely energetically living house with the strong healing energy field in the attic ………now I am happy that the house will be gone like my old me – in this life my rebirth is going to take place – I will get a new house. When coming home I said thank you to the house and the house spirit with whom I worked on this house and garden – I already have packed my bags – in thought and energy – I am happy to move now! The old will be gone forever! My spiritual sojourn washes ashore on new ground soon.
